Firstly, pardon me for the title. I had no idea what to write as the good one. Hehe. Anyway, there’s no connection between the title and the contents. LOL. It might be looked random alphabets, but for me it’s something meaningful that’s why I put it as the title 🙂
I got so high tension to write after a year gap. What fueled me? Gratitude.
(this gap took hours…)
Too much silly-hurting moments so far, but it sharpened what He has purposed from the very first time. On the surface it looked like a perfect chaos, glorious madness, bad luck, and/or any other label. But only through the eyes of trust I saw it as a sweet act of tender love of God. That’s why I could not help myself for this overwhelming thankfulness.
I’m thankful for whatever that have passed. It might not change me to be the strongest person alive, but one thing for sure I’m now far stronger than I thought I would be. See I got the muscles now! 😉
I’m thankful for the sunsets I’ve ever seen. You guys have been living showing the beauty of things always comes up on time. Salute!
I’m thankful for you who have burried my dream. I know God is sovereign that no hair of my head will perish without His permission. So if He allowed it to be occurred, He has confidence that it’s good for me and He continued to take care of me. You can burry my dream, but you cannot burry my faith. Whoohoo! Anyway, what you had burried, apparently was a seed 😉
I’m thankful for the closed doors. Y’all directed me to the destined way I should go. Yay! I have stopped knocking on you, don’t be so flattered :p
I’m thankful for the open doors. You’ve welcomed me into the awe of the tangible miracles. Thank you for giving me a little glimpse of the fact that prayer works. Xoxo!
I’m thankful for all who despised me. Hmm actually it’s just a matter of point of view. Thank you for looking me so down. From that dephts I could see who you all really are. Real character was exposed not in front of the king’s eyes, but the maidservant’s. It might be unpleasant but at least you taught me any kind of people I don’t want to be 🙂
I’m thankful for the songs on my playlist. You took a great part of freshening my days! You’re swank. Manhi johayo! 😀
I’m thankful for you who treated me bad, spreaded an assumed rumors, and ruined my life. Well, the box office movies need fraudulent villains. So you were allowed by the Holy Director to harm me in order to bring out the best of me. Thank you for playing your role well. You would have your own credits from the successful story of mine. Next time you get another chance, try playing the protagonist one 😉
I’m thankful for you who believed me when others blamed like they own the justice. Yay! Thank you for drawing me back to my sense when the reality turned upside down. We’ve been getting along through the wild whirlwind and the mild breeze. I got the point that only fireproven love can find a diamond in the mudflow. Your faith doped me. Jjang!
I’m thankful for the bubble tea I’ve ever sipped in any given time and place. You know how much I love you. Let’s grow old together!
I’m thankful for them who loved me more because of my good deeds and loved me less because of my flaws. It affirmed me how unconditional God’s love is. No offence, it’s my tendency too. We are human biased by performance needs to be forgiven and loved.
I’m thankful for the hundred days of blue sky gazed from my mini-backyard. You’ve been a lover to my eyes and the soul to my smiles. You’ve known all my secrets and dreams. Also, thank you for keeping my crown safe behind you.
I’m thankful for the place where I’ve been now. You know, in order to be there I needed to get out of the box of cozy homey zone. Then once I got out, no savannah I saw first but the field of mines. By no less careful I stepped on one of it, and BOOM! All of sudden I’m in the midst of people I love to be with and doing things which my passion are on it. Whooyay! To get out of the box was hard, to have unhoped-for expectation was hurt, and to step on a mine was hell. But without those all, the years of unproductive life would still counting. So lift up our glass for the falls and enjoy the red wine!
I’m thankful for the world most loved yet most hated book for daily feeding me. Thank you for bundling the love letters from my Lover into one book. Your words gave meaning to the nothings. Cheers!
I’m thankful for HV. You’re my hoodie in the cold days. Thankful for who you are and all the way you are. Kathi nophi chisotja! 🙂
I’m thankful for my dream and gifts. Thank you for making me alive! Thank you for being the reason I wake up every morning. One thing I realized that you both are in deep fellowship. God is not a cruel master who gives a dream and not the gifts to reach it.
The last but not least, I’m thankful for Jesus who went through the worst to have me back again. Thank You for being big so that I can dream big. I can rest assured in the undeniable facts that are (first) You can do anything, and (second) You love me. I don’t know what You’ve been doing, but You do; and it’s enough.
So far that’s my gratitude list. Let me finish it with one of the ancient texts which its power never be less by age:
“Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” 1 Thes 5:18✨
* Before I once intendebd to do short-writing by only 140 characters. But I couldn’t stop typing :p
Today the blessing was like shower! 🚿